FEELINGS UNSAID.....

So many things that I want to say ,
Thinking of you everyday ,
The words don't come out ,
Even if I want to shout ,
I don't ever show it ,
But through my eyes you'll know it ,
I'll show you somehow ,
Just look at me now ,
These tears that I shed ,
And the feelings are just......Unsaid....

But you will never see it ,
'Coz in your eyes you believe it ,
Our friendship will last forever ,
And with love it will flourish never ,
There's jealousy involved ,
Then possesiveness evolved ,
Misunderstandings are created ,
And many others are hated ,
People in love are all fools ,
And , what you believe is that Friendship rules...

Love is not what you think ,
The "Frenz Ship" always does'nt sink ,
Someday I will prove you wrong ,
And your love for me will be strong ,
Two souls are involved ,
Trust is then evolved ,
Heaven on earth is created ,
Everything seems gold plated ,
Now , you see what I mean ,
There are good things too seen......

I might not say it ever ,
My confidence will support me never ,
Its for you to understand ,
The position at which I stand ,
The words don't come out ,
Even if I want to shout ,
I don't ever show it ,
But through my eyes you'll know it ,
These tears that I shed ,
And.....tha feelings are just....
UNSAID....!!!

NOW.....WHEN I AM ALONE

You said you'd be by my side,
Whenever I sat beside you and cried,
You'd strengthen me and lift me up,
Whenever I was down and I gave up,
You said you would love me,
You would'nt have to show,
You'll be thinking of me,
Somehow I would know...

The promise you made in your very dear tone.....
"Come what may ...I'll never leave you alone...."

But now I am alone...
So far away from home,
Longing to be touched by you,
Hoping you would take me through,
Wait for you ...Thats all I have to do....
'Coz....I know , now , I am just a stranger to you....!

All the fun we had ,
All the things we shared ,
The promises you made...
Were they all just fake..??
Today when i am so lonely here
Wishing you were close to me... dear,
You are not here to comfort me,
why did you have to lie to mee??

I can clearly recall the dates by the calender,
Seems like it was just yesterday,
Baby...do you now remember...??
All the things you said that day...!!!

........to be continued.....